And in the end, I wanna thank you....

...Because you made me that much stronger.

unfortunately, Christina Aguilera, it's not the end yet.

These days, life sucks... Why? Because my 'best friend' ended our friendship because I called her boyfriend a fruitcake. Really? Are you *bleeping* serious? A 4 month relationship over 17 years of friendship, over being called a christmas cake? Are you out of your MIND? I am led to believe that yes, infact, you are out of your mind. Who in their right mind not only takes that "insult" seriously, but ends a friendship over it?... I can't handle my emotions right now. One minute I want to call you up and yell at you, the next I'm crying in a pile on my bed. Thanks for ruining so many things for me. Oh, and for also NOT telling me why you're not friends with me, because honestly, there's gotta be SOMETHING else, unless you really are that big of a bitch.

Something to do.

A new beginning.

Today, I turned 20. For me, this is a big deal because I have officially left my teen years.

I've never been much of a blogger. And I definitely don't have the wit to be a vlogger, so you'll have to bear with me. I may leave you for months at a time, but then again, if I had followers, it would be more motivation to keep writing. Or so I hope.

So far, my day has been shitty, minus the like 2 hours I got to spend with Sierra. I barely slept last night and I didn't get that kitten I've been asking my parents for since I was 15. Very tragic, I even checked the garage for a kitten. You'd think I'd stop being disappointed by now. I am finding it very hard to find the motivation to go to class tonight, what are the chances... I have class once a week, and of course it falls on my birthday. Ironically enough, we are doing chapter 20. And it is true what they say, the older you get, the more boring your birthday presents get. This year, I got a tent. Yeah, it's useful and stuff, but not very... exciting. And I also don't know if I'll even get to use it this year, as I have no idea where I'll even be for the summer. I've been thinking about going to Alberta to work for my tuition. Who knows where life is going to take me. I have no idea, certainly. I can't plan more than 2 months ahead right now. Speaking of two months ahead, exactly two months and my sister is getting married. HOW WEIRD IS THAT?! So hard to get used to that idea, and it's been over a year. My goodness, how time flies. Wow, I am a very boring person, I need to do something with my life. And then blog about it. Hahaha. That'll be a treat. If there's anyone out there, what do you think my personal challenge should be?

Current song on repeat: Costa Rica - Vince Vaccaro, the acoustic version, of course.